Ok so I’m back at school in TN, and I have a thing for this guy. Now people who know me know that I have absolutely the worst luck/experiences/common sense when it comes to guys. Lets just be honest, I’m guy retarded.

I’m pretty positive that there is (or at least was) some mutual attraction between us, so it’s not like I’m making up this whole scenario in my head. Since I don’t have a whole lot of experience in this area I’m not sure if this is how it is for everyone, but I have got to tell you that it is one of the most confusing/awkward things ever.

For example last night we’re at a softball game. My game was at 8 and his was at 9 so my friends and I, having nothing better to do, stayed around to watch. So after the game all my friends start to leave, and this guy is still over by his teams bench. Now WHAT DO I DO? Do I stand around by myself trying to look like I’m not waiting for him, but obviously waiting for him, hoping that he’s going to come over when he’s done? Do I leave without saying anything? Do I try to make some sort of cool approach to talk to him? I don’t want to look like some kind of crazy stalker, but I don’t want him to think that I don’t want to talk to him either.

So while all of these options are running though my head, my hands are starting to sweat. GREAT.

Now apparently guys don’t think about this kind of stuff as much as girls. Lucky them. Because seriously, it’s stressful.

Anyway….

On a less frustrating note, remember that puppy I said I got back in January? Well she’s here at school with me, and apparently she’s a guy magnet. I take her to the baseball fields with me, and I don’t think I’ve ever had so many guys around in my whole life. Nobody ever says hi to me anymore of course, but they all know Chloe and as soon as they see her they come over, talk baby-talk to her, and let her lick them all over their faces. Oh to be a dog.

All the friends now want dogs too, or at least to borrow Chloe.